58 Was it my depression that was keeping me from true happiness? Was it the sadness of not having a social life and moving away frommy friends? Was it the desire to work and do things again? Was it my sadness keeping me from taking care of myself? Was it my insecurities swallowing my inner thoughts? Was it the lack of sleep? Was it the constant anxiety taking a toll on my body? Was it the stress and fear of failing my classes online? Was it the fear of life after college? Was it my fear to be alone again? Or was it something else? Was it my constant need for change? Was it my lack of motivation? Was it the nights I spent crying because I was depressed? Was it the constant need to do things tomorrow? Was it the fact that tomorrow never came? Was it the wonder of how long this virus would truly last? Was it the fear of dying? Was it the fear of never going back to normal? Was it the unanswered question of what will happen next? Or is it something else? Sierra Reed Was it the uncertainty of how long it would last? Was it the worry and fear that followed? Was it the news that brought dread and anxiety of this new virus? Was it the fact that we have never been in a pandemic? Was it the risks we had to take to continue work or school? Or was it something else? Was it the fact that I was happy to be home with my family again? Was it the change in my emotions and thought processes? Was it the irritability and arguments with my grandparents and mom? Was it the worry and stress of my grandpa’s dementia progressing? Was it the constant fear of keeping my elderly grandparents safe at all cost? Was it the stress of knowing this virus would be going on for a long time? Was it the anger that rose frommy aunt and cousin continually going out? Was it the pain that my aunt and cousin caused us? Was it the envy? Was it the irritation and annoyance that my aunt and cousin didn’t care what happened to them? Was it that my mom and I took things too seriously to protect our family? Or was it something else? how quaranti ne changed me
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